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I wish Tim's family and friends the utmost sympathy and condolences. Tim was friendly, funny, witty, and an overall wonderful guy. It is a damn tragedy to lose him, and I can barely stand to think of how this affects his family and friends in the real world.
I keep alternating between incredible sadness and numbness, and have been trying to answer the unanswerable why. Could I have done anything? Could anyone have done anything? Should I have done something different? I still have a few unwritten posts in my head about things I wanted to tell Tim, personal things about depression and self-criticism that I learned through experience, would that have helped? I don't think so, but I can't quite stop thinking about 'what-if' scenarios.
His last post was about not having any future COTPATD plans. That was also the same day he uploaded Dink Smallwood Achievement Unlocked Edition 1.04a. I could go on, and post timelines and maps and document other 'evidence' and 'theories' like some sort of super-lame internet detective, but I feel like trying to answer why like that is the wrong way to achieve catharsis. I don't know what the right way is, though, if there is one.
I keep alternating between incredible sadness and numbness, and have been trying to answer the unanswerable why. Could I have done anything? Could anyone have done anything? Should I have done something different? I still have a few unwritten posts in my head about things I wanted to tell Tim, personal things about depression and self-criticism that I learned through experience, would that have helped? I don't think so, but I can't quite stop thinking about 'what-if' scenarios.
His last post was about not having any future COTPATD plans. That was also the same day he uploaded Dink Smallwood Achievement Unlocked Edition 1.04a. I could go on, and post timelines and maps and document other 'evidence' and 'theories' like some sort of super-lame internet detective, but I feel like trying to answer why like that is the wrong way to achieve catharsis. I don't know what the right way is, though, if there is one.
