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CastMan
Peasant Male Brazil
Some day I'll finish my mod... Some day... 
Hi, my name is Daniel, I'm Brazilian but I don't know any monkey.

I'm currently thinking about start (over again) to Mod, well, that's not much but my first romp is coming, later, a quest to continue it's story.

See you later

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2016-11-19 10:14:18
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CastMan
Peasant Male Brazil
Some day I'll finish my mod... Some day... 
"I'm completely dissatisfied with my life and the entire world."

The answer to the following question is probably 'yes', but, have you tried to find what really makes ou dissatisfied with your life? Because I kinda get the feeling that your dissatisfaction isn't entirely your own.

-There aren't too many people for me to talk to. I rarely talk to anyone besides my family.
What makes you think it is a bad thing that you don't have a hundred friends to talk to? Or that talking mostly to your family is bad? Even if you don't talk much to them either.

-I'm at an age where I'm offically recognised as an adult. But I don't really feel to be an adult.
What makes you think you are not an acceptable example of an adult? And what makes you think you are supposed to be one?

There's something of a pattern there about you being something and feeling like you shouldn't. I believe you should, before anything else, ask yourself if you want to be who you are right now, or not. Are you sincerely dissatisfied with your life or is the pressure and influence from others around you making you feel like you should be dissatisfied?

My recommendation for something to do, is to venture a bit into philosophy and history (*groan*).
For real though, history might help you find that times used to be both better and worse at the same time. It gives you a perspective that, most of times, there is no 'good' or 'bad', just different.
With philosophy, you might find that you are not alone in your struggles. Sure you have your own particular differences from everyone else's, but you will find that it is ok to feel down, without hope, purpose or meaning. Some have it easier, some don't and, it sure is unfair, but you have to find your way through it.
I find this YouTube channel really helpful on these matters.

I hope it doesn't sound like I'm trying to diminish what you are feeling, because I am not. I've just recently had what I believe to have been the most important turning point in my life and those thoughts above are some things I learned while going through it, and I hope they can be useful in this moment you are going through.

CastMan has released 4 files

TitleCategoryAvgUpdated
Darklands Cliffs 'n' RoadDevelopment, GraphicsGood 8.0September 4th, 2011
Goblin Wars - Breaking PointD-Mod, RompFair 6.3July 17th, 2011
Dink Smallwood FreeMapDevelopment, UtilityExceptional 9.0November 9th, 2010
Dink Smallwood at the City of the DeadD-Mod, DemoFair 6.3December 29th, 2007

CastMan has written 4 reviews

TitleFileTypeScoreDate
The Last Quest - The Last Quest Part 1: The OraculumNormalFair 6.5November 7th, 2016
Quest Log Review Item - Quest LogNormalGood 8.5December 14th, 2009
YouīRe Lyna(MilderīS Widow) And 10 of the KingīS Knights have Disapeared Lyna's StoryNormalExceptional 9.9May 16th, 2006
ItīS Like the Old Arcade Game Dink RacerNormalFair 5.0February 27th, 2006

CastMan has taken 2 screenshots

ScreenshotFileDate
Preview Darklands Cliffs 'n' RoadSeptember 4th, 2011
Preview Dink Smallwood at the City of the DeadJanuary 3rd, 2008