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Off topic, but I need to get this out, and miasma 2.0 isn't out so people can't see my online diary (don't ask).
I've been wanting to get back with my EX (we have been dating off and on for 4 years now) and I have been fruitless thus far in my attempts and I have given up. Well, tonight at 8PM I got a call from her wanting to go out and hang out. Well, I went with her to a bowling alley with her best friend and her boyfriend. Well, it was bad, we pretty much didn't talk, her and her friend had a girl moment, and he and the guy talked programming and such. We couldn't get a lane at the bowling alley because there was a two hour wait and so after 30 min of sitting around, we decided to call it a night. We came back to my house and I invited her in (about 9:30). We started to talk about personal things and such, and before I knew it, we were laying on my bed holding each other, a little kissing and in deep conversation. 11:30 rolled around and she had to leave, and before she left I grabbed her and asked her when was between us, after talking (by talking I mean the type of talking you do with you actions and in you mind) she said, I think we are dating, but you are not my boyfriend. i asked her WTF that meant, and she explained the because of the serious crap in her life she didn't want a boyfriend she needed to worry about. She also stated that she wanted to take everything slow so we wouldn't 'over heat' the relationship and break up again. (Which I agreed was a good thing) I told her that if we were dating, I didn't care what she said, she is my girl, and no one else. Also that if we are dating I wanted to see more of her; She nodded and turned to leave, I Turned her back, wished her a good night, and kissed her goodbye.
Sorry, had to get it off my chest and everyone is asleep. Tell me what you think.
--WC
I've been wanting to get back with my EX (we have been dating off and on for 4 years now) and I have been fruitless thus far in my attempts and I have given up. Well, tonight at 8PM I got a call from her wanting to go out and hang out. Well, I went with her to a bowling alley with her best friend and her boyfriend. Well, it was bad, we pretty much didn't talk, her and her friend had a girl moment, and he and the guy talked programming and such. We couldn't get a lane at the bowling alley because there was a two hour wait and so after 30 min of sitting around, we decided to call it a night. We came back to my house and I invited her in (about 9:30). We started to talk about personal things and such, and before I knew it, we were laying on my bed holding each other, a little kissing and in deep conversation. 11:30 rolled around and she had to leave, and before she left I grabbed her and asked her when was between us, after talking (by talking I mean the type of talking you do with you actions and in you mind) she said, I think we are dating, but you are not my boyfriend. i asked her WTF that meant, and she explained the because of the serious crap in her life she didn't want a boyfriend she needed to worry about. She also stated that she wanted to take everything slow so we wouldn't 'over heat' the relationship and break up again. (Which I agreed was a good thing) I told her that if we were dating, I didn't care what she said, she is my girl, and no one else. Also that if we are dating I wanted to see more of her; She nodded and turned to leave, I Turned her back, wished her a good night, and kissed her goodbye.
Sorry, had to get it off my chest and everyone is asleep. Tell me what you think.
--WC
