Reply to Re: I need to know how to improve
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In my honest opinion, being bluntly honest is a good trait to have, it shows you are dependable and, well, honest. However, your problem with your tendency to shut down when a challenge outside of your current skillset or level is a hindrance, to which I'd suggest exposure therapy in which you are given progressively harder challenges, and then a difficulty spike that allows you to implement information you have learned and practiced multiple times to overcome what would usually be impossible odds. This being a first step toward overcoming that, you would be better equipped to deal with situations such as that.